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Most of You Are Not Ghosts

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1.
Gauze 03:20
Go ahead and do the thing that makes you nervous and I'll pretend that I don't care Go ahead and do me this disservice of pretended not to notice when I stare I never knew you were lost until I found Gauze I patched the wound in a tent Deleting all the evidence If you're going to beat me going to have to kill me I'm not the one who is trapped here Cut off your fingers and leave them for the reaper And stop pretending that the blood is your big fear I never knew you were lost until I found Gauze I patched the wound in a tent Deleting all the evidence
2.
Day by Day 02:56
It's just like you to watch the clock but ignore the time To write it down and toss it out It's just like you to manipulate the sound of a door that's been left ajar And I Have always been this way it is too late to change Let's just take this day by day It's just like you to bite your tongue and keep the blood in your mouth It's just like you to not say the words aloud and keep the blood off the ground And I Have always been this way it is too late to change Let's just take this day by day
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F*** 'em Up 02:48
On the corner where we used to stand Laugh and talk hand-in-hand Well I walked away cigarette in hand Drunk as hell on a park bench Thinking all the things I should've said And I walked away and lit another cigarette I never knew what you meant I just yelled and got bent I never took the time to know what you were against I could've fought that little friend of yours Knocked him out and broke his jaw But I walked away I'll fuck him up some other day I thought that would make you proud of me I always scared you when I got angry So I walked away I'll fuck him up some other day I never knew what you meant I just yelled and got bent I never took the time to know what you were against
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Sister Cider 02:31
I don't charge your sister for cider Or your brother for Ale But I'm not going to pay for your father bail Cause your sisters a sweetheart And her checks in the mail But your fathers a junkie Who belongs in jail Oh I guess I'll wait forever to the slowly setting sun And so it goes Where is the girl that I once knew And what was her name She drank from the fountain and she went insane She drank whiskey and soda and acid rain So I guess I'll wait forever into the slowly setting sun I am the bonds between us I am the chains the smoking gun I said I'll wait forever but forever's almost done And so it goes
6.
Benefactor 03:18
I know you didn't think much of me My broken fingers were dirty My black-eye and my busted lip I know I seemed a bit nervy I didn't know it was you I didn't know you from a hole in the wall I don't believe I don't believe in you at all The stranger I get the less I care It took 10 weeks to feel something My benefactor is killing time My misery is unbecoming I didn't know it was you I didn't know you from a hole in the wall I don't believe I don't believe in you at all
7.
I wanna miss you so bad I should have kissed you when I had The chance the nerve the words to say That I was black smoke and you blew me away my my I think you've seen my my good side Can you forgive this my darling It's a dangerous business saying sorry And every time your ships at sea It takes a little longer to come home to me why why Am I still waiting for high tide I'm breaking my heart but I'll keep my soul You're making an art out of losing control You tell me it's nothing you're just lonely I know that it's rough but it's the only Chance I have to keep my head I know you saw me smile at the letter I read So why why are you still crying on the outside Come rest your head on my shoulder An old-fashioned love song sounds older Through ancient blown speakers in the back of your car The pain feels deeper when you look at the scar I think you seen my my good side I'm breaking my heart but I'll keep my soul You're making an art out of losing control I'm burning my eyes staring at the coals You're making an art out of losing control
8.
Brooklyn 04:39
If she still lives there say hello If she needs help then let me know I don't think it was Brooklyn But it was darling street when I let her go If shes still drinking tell her take it slow Should've given up long ago I don't think it was Brooklyn But it was Abbey Road when I walked home alone And I've been thinking this for years Is this a nightmare or the sum of all your fears? Is she still working in that same old dive? Let her know when I arrive I don't think it was Brooklyn But it was punters pub when I got out alive And if you bury three I will bury two If you bury me I'll bury you
9.
Take Care 02:21
I can't justify leaving or leaving you behind I can't make sense of any of the shit in my mind I just need you to know that I'm all right I just need you to know I'm not all right And when they come to take me I won't put up a fight If I don't understand what you say just give me a kick Because I can take a punch better than I can take a hint I just need you to know that I'm all right I just need you to know I'm not all right And when they come to take me I won't put up a fight
10.
You always loved to see the way my broken skin would heal Stitch the salt into the wound and watch for what I'd feel Which was nothing, always nothing since I saw your face It felt so good to leave this body as it rents itself away White wash away the day The night it melts and fades to grey Oh Evans I watched you decay As you were raped and paid a wage They drew a halo over you - you bit and clawed my skin It ran and melted down your face and blacked my mind from reason And the Devil smells me slipping in the venom you spew I drank my mind and ate my body like you want me too I do not wish to be a tree where harpies nest and feed on me and peck my skin till it bleeds Please be kind and just punch my eyelids I'll do my best to pretend I'm not dying I do not know if you hear me breathing Speculated and guessed I'm not bleeding On the walls, on the pavement I carved out Smith Lucrezia, Lucrezia you were my greatest crime Condemned to death by human nature as Evans sings in time And I cannot unknow the dead I lack divine proportion Rezia you raise me up out from the window came in Oh what a silly silly dream To be unhappy always seems Guess I should've been a tree Please be kind and just punch my eyelids I'll do my best to pretend I'm not dying I do not know if you hear me breathing Speculated and guessed I'm not bleeding On the walls, on the pavement I carved out Smith

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Recorded at Dare Studios in Deer Park, NY

Love Died Laughing is Anthony Grande, Steven Necroto, James Geier, Daniel Beatty and Thomas Beatty.

All hail Kromdor.

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released June 1, 2015

Produced by Love Died Laughing
Engineered by Michael Epstein
All songs written and recorded by Love Died Laughing

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